Hi, I'm back now. I went a little coocoo and ate everything in sight and just sat there and felt depressed and bad for myself while just making things worse for myself. All this time that I haven't been recording my weight & foods I have been failing horribly. BUT, I am back to it now... I woke up this morning and decided enough is enough when my freaking maternity pants still fit me the same as when I was pregnant. And I am returning to work in April and need to fit back into my pre-pregnancy clothes! SO I am here now to get back on track and try to fix myself. Today is a new day, LET'S DO THIS!
Today's Weight: I have decided not to weigh myself today because I don't want to get discouraged by the number I see and start to feel down. I'm just not ready yet. Maybe tomorrow?
Calorie Limit: 1500
B: 2 slices weight watchers wheat bread (90), I can't believe it's not butter (140), coffee (30) = 260
S:
L: tuna (80), mayo (90) taboulah salad (30), whole wheat wrap (120), green tea (0) = 320
S: fiber one bar = 140
D: banana (105), rice (205), stir fry (245) = 555 & coffee + 30
TOTAL CALORIES: 1305
EXERCISE:
walking-1hr
walk away the pounds dvd/1mile walk- 18mins
7am:
I'm thinking about having just one particular day to call my "weigh in day" instead of weighing in daily. I learned from my past experience that when I weight myself daily that I start to become obsessed with that stupid scale and even if I do not gain weight but at the same time don't lose any, I start to feel like shit and not want to try anymore. SO, hmm... I think I will make my weigh in days on FRIDAYS... I decided to put the exercise category, I almost didn't because I am feeling lazy. But you know what, that's why I am freaking fat and I need to do something about it. I see skinny ass people jogging all the time, would it kill me to do some fucking jumping jacks or something?
1pm:
I am so tempted to weigh myself out of curiosity but that will just ruin everything because I know I've gained a ton. I feel the weight...But I deffinately won't because I just had lunch. YES!...
5pm:
So..... I couldn't hold out that long and went and weighed myself and the damage is 221. I was expecting more...